I have given up

To those outside of my house, I am still alive, thanks for asking. I am not attempting contact with anyone anymore. I am done trying to establish contact with people who don't care about me. I have more important things to do. It scares me though. I don't think I could carry on a conversation without a keyboard anymore. It has been that long since I have talked to someone other than my husband and kids. No one cares and that hurts, but whatever. I will survive.

Maybe it is because I am bitter, closed in and I just don't know how to cope with life. Or everyone is just to busy.

No negative

Not in this post, not this time. I am doing well, actually in a sence better than I have been in a little while. I am a little more grounded tonight. I really actually like my life. I have beautiful little babies sleeping upstairs. My husband truely is my shelter from the storm and I guess I can lose sight in that and blame all my hardships on him. I am sick again, as is everyone else here now and despite my sickness and the sickness of the kids this is when I kinda shine. I can provide for my kids, I can get through anything and everything that I need to.
Sometimes the most important thing in the world is to step back and look at everything you have and be happy. Just be happy. Those are three little words that are everything, the world rolls on because of them.
I love you....Theresa