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This blog is completely a freedom of soul. Within it's pages are blunt honesty, horror, determination, damnation and motherhood. I am not a plastic baby making clone that walks the Earth void of all else. I am more.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

A big ball of sad.

That is me tonight. I am mush, I am sad, I want to be hugged, loved , cuddled and just be warm.
I can't help that my mind tells me that he would have me that way.
I would be in his arms and nothing else would matter. I am fucked.
I don't think he cares about me anymore but I am still stuck in this place where I can't be. This is stupid, really stupid.
I am a big baby.
I hate this.

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